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Post by babylunakitty on Nov 14, 2007 1:29:37 GMT -5
“Yes and no.” Luna said slowly as if debating how she could explain what she had just said considering she herself wasn’t sure what she meant. “I mean how your life turns out matters around how you react to getting screwed it doesn’t always help.” She said her thin lips turning into a straight line. “Like some people can jump back from it right away because they believe destiny put it there for a reason.” With that she once again rubbed her one wrist self-consciously.
“Others let themselves get screwed and completely trash their life to this pit they can never get back from because they just gave up.” Luna said with a small sigh. “And then you have people who let their world crash but realize their life could be good again that they want it to be good again. Then they try their best to raise the life they lost back to the fullest.” She said simply as her tail stopped moving back and froth.
((Hopefully this isn't too odd. I just kind of said what was on my mind with that subject. XD ))
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Post by Kuki on Nov 15, 2007 20:25:32 GMT -5
"We both know which one YOU are." Mako scoffed, anger coloring his words. Kitten winced slightly, know his words were true, but his others anger burning him. His white ears fell, his tail limpening. "Which one are you, then?" He asked lowly, keep his golden eyes locked firmly on the bright green ground.
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Post by babylunakitty on Nov 20, 2007 20:28:59 GMT -5
"Me, I'm more of a in between person. The kind that use to let themselves fall untill they couldn't get out but I changed after my life just kind of didn't go the way I wanted to in the end. So I'm living my second life so to speak." She said with a small smile, meaning the time she had tried to kill herself though it didn't work she still considered the life she now lead as her second life.
"How about you which of the two are you?" Luna asked tilting her head as her hair pooled to one side. "I mean you have to be one of those no?"
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Post by Kuki on Nov 21, 2007 10:14:05 GMT -5
The neko sighed and smiled weakly, "I'd like to believe I bounce back, but I'm more of the kind the gives up," His smile twisted into a bitter grin. "I've seen to many horrible things to believe I can be good again." "Pesimist..."
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Post by babylunakitty on Nov 21, 2007 21:17:51 GMT -5
"Thats not true, everyone cna be good they just need a second chance at life no matter how bad it was before." Luna said her small lips once more turning into a frown. "You just have to give yourself a second chance, because what the world doesn't know the world won't look oddly at you for." She said as she started to walk backwards. "You should give yourself the second chance see where it takes you; you'd be surprised." She said with a small smile as if she knew some great universal secret.
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Post by Tos on Nov 24, 2007 12:13:50 GMT -5
((I sure am having miniscule posts, huh? Yeesh -runs a hand through her hair- I'm not meaning to, I swear. I'm going to try and beef this one up -grin-))
THe silver haired teen couldn't keep his gaze on Luna, it seemed to hurt just looking at such optimism. "Just because the world doesn't know, doesn't me I don't. I'd rather die alone then be surrounded by a bunch of people who don't have a clue to who I am, and what I've done, and have to keep smiling."
Mako scoffed, wishing he had the material body to punch his other have. "Baka! That's what she's talking about! If you just fucking GET OVER YOURSELF you wouldn't have to work at smiling! Yeesh!" Since he couldn't physically hurt him, Mako ravaged him with small reminders of his past. Which actually hurt more than any physical violence could.
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Post by babylunakitty on Dec 3, 2007 19:36:38 GMT -5
((Its okay, you're replying thats all that matters. XD ))
“You don’t have to continue to smile.” Luna said raising one of her eyebrows up at the silvered haired boy in front of her. “You don’t see me smiling on a continuous basis do you?” She asked simply. “I don’t nor do I care too but I know no one will look at me for who I was but for whom I show myself to be now; who I am now; and what my past has lead me to. So you see when you start over you become the person your past helped you become.
“But you don’t have to start over if you don’t want to, it wasn’t my choice when I started over it happened by accident. So I’m not really one to pressure you into changing, just saying you should defiantly think about it.” She said running her small hand once again through her long purple hair.
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Post by Kuki on Dec 11, 2007 17:30:33 GMT -5
((XDDD So you think))
...That barely makes any sense, Kitten thought dismally, trying to figure out the meaning behind Luna's words. "You don't have to smile, forget who the hell you were and become someone else, the person that you've always wanted to be. You know, that kind of sentimental shit." The sneer Mako was sure to be wearing was apparent in his voice.
The neko's golden eyes widened a bit, "You changed by accident?" He asked, alarmed, the only way he could possibly think of that happen is if either A. his memories were completely wiped out, or B. Mako took complete control. And neither settled very well with him (though most were horrible and scarred him, some of them were precious and he couldn't bare to part with them). And the teen knew he would definately not think about either option, until he was absolutely forced too.
"We stay in our hell because we are too afraid to break free of it..."
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Post by babylunakitty on Dec 13, 2007 8:23:37 GMT -5
Luna turned her head slightly to look at the trees around them as the night wind blew through the forest. “Yes I changed accidentally or so you could say.” She said her voice an eerily chill that ran with the wind. Luna was never fond of talking about her past in detail if she could help it. “I had lost all that I thought was dear to me one day.” She started off as her tail swayed back and forth slowly behind her. “I decided the best way out of losing anymore was to end it simply and quickly. Apparently though it wasn’t quick enough and I was found before I had even died fully.”
Taking a deep breath Luna absent mindedly rubbed her left wrist tenderly with her small pale right hand. “The people who found me thought it’d be in my best interest to save me. So I woke up to white walls and realized where I was. Wasn’t fond of the place or the fact I was still alive. But I figured I’d change my life around, give it new meaning something I wouldn’t be ashamed to say fully ‘That was my life.’ I came close to it to my standards so I know say everyone has a second chance at life even if they don’t kill themselves, or forget their past.” Luna said her head turning back to face him showing her eyes had dimmed faintly and her hair had fallen slightly into her face.
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Post by Jazz on Feb 4, 2008 17:25:12 GMT -5
((OH! Ouch! I totally replied! (finally..) -triumphant pose-))
Kitten couldn’t help himself as he shivered due to his companion’s cold voice. It sounded…empty, which in turn with the cold nightly wind sent an icy chill over the teens skin, raising goose bumps. He stayed silent as Luna told her story, a bit shocked at how fortunate she had turned out to be. Most people never got that stroke of luck, that second chance.
There was nothing much to say as Luna concluded her small speech on how she had “changed”, and try as Kitten might he couldn’t think of a danmed word. “You make it sound so easy; just turn around and change yourself,” The boy finally said, his voice sounding slightly amused as he leaned against a tree. Most people found it impossible to change themselves; they’d promise themselves they would and they’d never summon the will power to do so. Kitten had seen too many people swear they would change, and not one of them did. It was funny – in a dark kinda of way – to see someone that he’d never even met talk of such a thing so easily.
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Post by babylunakitty on Feb 16, 2008 22:52:29 GMT -5
“I guess in a way I do make it sound easy.” Luna said nodding her head ever so lightly in agreement. “But it wasn’t that is for sure.” She said her hair blowing out of her face slightly her eyes still a faint dim. She thought back to the time after she escaped the hospital room; all the things she had to do to not only survive but to make sure she changed her life around, to make it as best as she could so if and when she died she could say she tried to make it better.
“I worked myself to death training to be what or who I am now.” She said her tail doing small sways as it slowed down. “It took me days, no years to finally change my life around and grasp the second chance to its fullest.” She said with a faint smile clearly remembering her past. “Though it makes it easier when you actually want it, not say it but truly deep down want what you’re going after.” She said with a shrug as if it was the smallest thing to the matter. “Though I wouldn’t suggest going after a second chance unless you truly know what it is you want to fill the chance with. Whether it is a white picket fence with a family or fighting back for what you know it right. Either way like I said make sure you know.” She said simply.
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Post by Kuki on Feb 25, 2008 17:48:20 GMT -5
The boy before her kept quiet, waiting until she talked again. He didn't want to break the train of thoughts he could see running through her eyes. He nodded, dimly understanding what Luna was saying. "Well, then I guess my second chance is still pretty far away," He chuckled a bit. Kitten didn't want to give up his old life yet, he felt like...if he let it go, it would all go away. The bad and the good. And no matter how much it hurt, he didn't want to forget Will...
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Post by babylunakitty on Mar 8, 2008 1:22:27 GMT -5
Luna looked over at him her head nodding slowly in agreement. "I'm glad you understand but at least you know you eventually want to try to go for a second chance. Not to mention you now know it's out there for you." She said with a smile as she walked over to a tree sitting in front of it. "But just remember you can get a second chance and keep your past friends with you. Though sometimes that includes lies or not, just depends" She said waving her hand around lightly. "If you want you can find me when you want to change. I'd be glad to help best I can." She said nodding her head lightly.
((I am sooo sorry that sucked beyond belief. I'm kind of arguing with Sunset at the moment.))
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Post by Kuki on Mar 14, 2008 12:15:09 GMT -5
Kitten cocked his head, pushing the horribly sad thoughts out of his mind. A small smile played on his lips, "What if one of your past friends is why you want to change?" He sat down beside a tree next to Luna's, wiggling uncomfortably in the damp moss.
"I will. Looking forward to it."
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